There is a chance that if you are reading this I am dead. If this is not so then i would prefer if you didn't read this as it could change your opinion on me.
Please Don't Read It, Please!
Don't read this book, it has nothing to do with you.
30th December
The Beginning, This book is now my journal i guess you could say. just to remind myself the * means I'm going back to a past time.
Today i woke up at almost 4pm, my back/chest and arms are in pain but nothing i can't handle. Not to sure why i have pain but i am not going to question it.
Ian wakes me up telling me that i should be awake " the night before i went to sleep at 6 am". i sit